Hello everyone😊Long time no chat am I right? This week has been so…lazy. I’ve been exercising,going to school and most of all binge watching Greys Anatomy🙈I haven’t really been motivated to blog this week and that’s okay. I’ve only started blogging and I don’t want it to turn into something where I think “oh god I’ve to write a blog post ughhh”. I want to do whatever I want with Blondie Blogs. Maybe I’ll take a few days/weeks off and then go crazy after that,who knows? I really want to enjoy blogging and I do,but I don’t want to feel pressured to always keep up with everyone else ya know?
Update on my journal. I tore out the two pages I previously had done😂I am such a perfectionist and I just felt like they weren’t up to my standards😏I think I’ll do a blog post on my journal. I have to do some more pages first though!
I woke up this morning feeling very lonely. Everyone in my area was out last night. My friend group isn’t exactly getting on great at the moment. I’m not fighting with anyone but the others are. I want to enjoy my teens and not be thinking so much ahead. But all I can think about is when I leave school,the people here and go to college. I hate school so much. It’s not that I hate the learning part,it’s the people. Everyone is so rude and judgmental. They think there so much better than me. I’m too sensitive for mean people I can’t handle it😂I don’t understand why everyone can’t just get along and be kind towards each other. I guess that’s just life isn’t it?
Blogging has really helped me though. I struggled with depression and I feel like I have anxiety (I’m not sure if I do or not lol). I’m always worried and scared of everything. Always thinking the worst possible thing that could happen. I’m so scared of what people think of me,I hate it. Even when I comment on people’s blog posts I feel like they are just thinking “not this one annoying me again”. That’s always in my head. That I’m annoying everyone. I still have ALOTT to learn with blogging and you can join me on my journey! On my mind has been a really good advantage for me. I highly recommend doing something like this☺️
January is nearly over and it’s been going on FOREVER. Can it just be Christmas already??😩
This is just a short update on what I’m thinking,I hope you enjoyed reading😊💛
Lots of love,